Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Dreamtime

I'm pretty tired today, on account of the world having too much to do in one day. Meantime, I've started a regular workout, and pretty radically changed my diet. The exercise is particularly hard to cope with... I could barely lift my arms yesterday. But at the same time, I realize that this is exactly what I've been missing in my life. Recently, I've been so successful at making life changes, this is the opportunity to keep up with the momentum.

I weighed 311 lbs. We'll see what's going to happen there.

The reason I'm really typing this is that I've started dreaming again since I moved. I don't think I ever truly stopped, but I did not remember my dreams for so long, this is a real change in experience. And I had this nasty, nasty bit of dream.

I was in some rural place, near a river. It didn't seem very far from civilization, but there was a cabin, and it had all of my stuff in it. The strangest thing was there was a foreign presence there, and while I couldn't always see it, I knew it was there. And when it appeared, I would attack with with my things. Unfortunately, whenever I swung, it was like I completely lost my strength, and nothing much came of it. I have trouble remembering the nature of the presence, but it seemed feminine in some way... Hard to describe. I woke up hours early, and could not sleep for the life of me.

Anycase, vented that, and feel better. Happy trails, folks!